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quote of the day

"jika engkau tidak berjalan,segalanya akan kekal dongeng" -teme-

my friend once said, the decision you made is never a bad choice.There's always something good in it.Now I realised ,my friend was right.When I look back through my journey, I'm so grateful for every choice I have made in my life.The first one is going to SMKA Kerian.This is my first secondary school.This is where I met new friends,this is where I started growing up.This is also the first time I get far away from family.I learn how to cover aurah properly.I started wearing socks when going out, I started wearing quite wide scarf(walaupun takde lah labuh mana and still trying to be better).Although at first I always cried and was about to quit,I still made it until after PMR.

Then, I got an offer from SBPI Gopeng.I am so uncertain whether to continue my study in SMKA or choose IGOP.But then I made another decision in my life.I went to IGOP.At first, I regret my choice.I cried everyday because I cant stop missing my friends in smka.Plus, getting to a school where everybody has known each other and you are new to the class,it's not that easy to cope with new friends and new environment.I can't study as I kept crying.Everyone in class is so genius and I felt like i'm the worst.i miss smka!!"If only I stay in smka.." I kept repeating that in my mind.It wasnt that bad though.I survived until SPM.I started to realise there are a lot of reasons why I made this choice.One of them is if there wasnt pressure of having super genius friends in class,I wouldnt study that hard and get good grades in spm,and also get bursary scholarship.Thank you for all the stress,the feeling of not good enough that make me achieve this.

Then, another decision has been made, I choose UPM to do my foundation.It wasnt long though.I quit during second sem to do a-levels.Did you regret for doing asasi?noo..not at all.I am so thankful to Allah for that opportunity.The best part of this is I learnt "whatever you do in life,you must have sincerity..and do it for the sake of Allah,to get his redha"

And here it comes the story about my a-levels.I regret it,,honestly.but wait!!only for the first few weeks,or maybe months..yeah i know my life is full with decision,regret,cry,sedar,redha.BUT remember there's never a bad choice in your life.Allah has written your story beautifully.Did you pray istikharah before doing a-levels?yeah i did,so it's not a bad decision.A-levels was hard at first until I feel like quitting and doing asasi again,but still I survived and now I am already in UK studying Pharmacy.The greatest lesson that I got from doing a-levels is  "when Allah loves someone,he tests him/her..Always pray to Allah ,not to make your life easier,but to make you strong to overcome his challenges.and also Allah does not judge you based on your results..it's the efforts that matters"

Alhamdulillah I survived all of this.Now I am just hoping that I can survive MPHARM degree also.Thank you Allah for always being there for me. :))