Hello.
I have just finished my written papers for final exam.Alhamdulillah everything went well..Please pray for me.Now I got OSCE left.I also need to submit my portfolio.I cant wait to go back to Malaysia, to meet family, and celebrate eid together.I also plan to do something beneficial during my summer break.

That is just my intro,today i want to write about what I felt differently during my second year as compared to my first year.
Alhamdulillah everything is great during my second year ,I'm no longer afraid to join activites that involve other than Malaysians.During my first year, I was scared.I'm always feel intimidated to talk to international students because I think they will not understand my accent.

During my second year, i also was a mentor for first year students and school ambassador.Those was way out of my comfort zone but Alhamdulillah, I think I did it well.I wanna run away from comfort zone.I dont wanna stay in comfort zone.Yes,,some might say it is beautiful but please understand that nothing ever grow in comfort zone.

To all my readers(if I have any),😂do the things that scare you ,never ever feel afraid to challenge yourself.It's alright it's for your own benefit, to help you grow and become a better person.To be honest, I am really scared to speak in front of people especially when I need to speak other than my native language.

But I still force myself to do it ,because I believe what doesnt kill us will make us stronger,isn't it?
Now I also go hiking and running.I think hiking and running taught me something like we must be brave and always be that person who always take challenges.Dont be a person who always at the same place and do not want to change for better.

I think that's it.Lastly from me, dont stay in your comfort zone, i learnt.

I wish...

I wish..
All those time I stay silent,I wish I did speak up.
When I said "yes" but I actually meant "no" ,
I wish "no" was the thing that came out of my mouth.

Those time I let people said everything they want about me
and I just let them be,
I wish I did correct them and stand up for me.

Those time I did not believe in me,
I wish I trusted me like I trust miracle does happen
in this real life.

And when I doubt in me too much,
I wish I told me "you are gonna be fine"
And when I was in the warpath,
I wish I told me "you will be winner"

Things are in the past
Nothing I can change even with million dollars
At least I knew now better
and never let the same thing happen,ever..

Well at least you learnt something.
and help you grow your mind

Someday you will be the girl that you wish
The strongest, the happiest
You are wearing your crown now,
so you are the queen of your journey,
A queen with happiness just enough to make you the prettiest. :)

-Nurul Nabihah Azman-

My Fangirl life

Hey Hey Hey..
How are you doing?

I'm doing great.happier day by day..I'm preparing for my January exam but suddenly I feel like writing a new entry.But I dont really study much I dont know why T_T
Just lost focus a bit cause it's holiday and everyone else is busy travelling.
I've wasted almost a week.(what???really??)Do pray for me that I will get my focus back ,pleaseee :)
thank you xoxoxo

as you'all know my fav singer is Taylor Swift.I'm just gonna share what other things she inspire me.

Taylor says,
some artist are looked up to for being sexy but for taylor she wants to be looked up for being nice.She says it doesnt matter if that's not cool cause she's not trying to be cool, never will.

I love Tay!!She inspired me to always be kind to people.

Taylor also said she is not nice all the time but she's always trying not to be careless to people who dont deserve it.

She also said
" There are going to be people who will try to undercut your success ,take credit of your accomplishment,if you just focus on where you're going and you dont let those people sidetrack you.someday when you get whre you're going you'll realise that it was you and the people who love you that put you there"

#take note guys and girls: Let try to be nice to everyone so that we'll have a wonderful life.and if there is people who tryna make you unhappy or talk bad about you, just ignore them and just focus on your journey cause there are some many people that love you.

Remember, " You are LOVED even when you feel alone.It gets easier ,it feels okay then it feels like freedom"

Byee everyone.XOXO👄👄👄👄

Just keep walking

Has anyone ever felt like you regret the path you're taking?
Have you ever wished that you could go back and take other path?
Have you ever just,

 "ahhh..i wish this will never be my choice"

"My life would be better if I chose other route"

Does it means that you have gave up?Wait...
You never gave up your whole life,why are you giving up now.Wake up!Keep walking.You'll reach your destination soon.Real soon,I promise.

Just dont stop too long.Dont get distracted by your own self's bad thoughts.
You're on the right path,darling.

If you feel sad or depressed ,alright it's totally fine if you wanna cry maybe for a while but then just move on.Keep going.You'll feel relieved at your destination and look back and be proud of yourself.

This is my favourite quotes "Dont look back,just keep walking.If Cinderella turned back,she wouldnt be a princess"

Lots of love :)

Tower Bridge

There is something special about Tower Bridge.
I dont know why..but there is

Is it just me who feel that way? I dont know.
But everytime after I came to this bridge,usually when I feel sad or depressed.
when I got home, I'm not the same person anymore.

I feel free of worry and sadness.It's like my head is empty of all the bad thoughts.
Had all the doubts and worries gone to the river,maybe??

Thank you for listening to me,Tower bridge,
Thank you for always being there for me when nobody else was.
I know you're not alive,but you make me alive and feel brand new.

Love,
A girl who's always worried about everything.

Dear self

Dear self,

You dont have to feel insecure about anything..

you are good enough.

Dont let the whisper behind your back ruin your happiness.

Keep smiling,keep slaying.

Just focus on your journey.

Avoid the distraction.

I know you can do it.

Finally someone said it!!Thanksss..